::ShaRiNG is CaRiNG of 2008::

i must admit dat year 2008 has been one of my greatest year in my life's experience. der are so many memories of good and bad..n i thank Him for every single thing dat ive been thru.. let me recall back my memories klu sa mc ingat la..hmm...

well, yg plg memorable ja la i'll share k...(x mo dgr sd..get d hell outta here..)

it starts wif babe got a better job dat suits his skills, gud for him..as long as he's happy, im happy too.. :) n we did discuss bout wats goin to happen between us in d future n it turns out dat im in love with him so much much much more..more than ever..n overdos! its too hard to be apart... :)

then dis year i got to knw a great fren, "ms.N"..we obviously had d chemistry as if we've known for years d 1st time we talk(bout her/their probs)..im so glad n happy dat d least i cud do to make my frens happy while their life is upside down is to gv dem my support, love n friendship.. i knw its priceless but yet way valuable...

yup dats her all right, next to me..d white shirt.. her face is a bit blur but its ok..i hv good reason for dat.. y? no, i keep dat to myself..hehe..




my 23rd bday party! -.- i knw im gettin' old (but matured, okay! lol..)
yea, i didnt realize dat im actually goin to 24 nx yr?? where are all d years gone??lol. but watever, dey say life starts at 40..but in my case, i guess it started earlier than expected,hahaha!!
im d kind of girl who love to experience anything in life. i believe dat if u hv experiences u'll become more matured, u'll know wat to do next in d future..i had quietly compared myself wit some people, eventho we share d same age, or older than me, i thank myself for letting me get hurt in my previous experienced bcos some people jz dont know how to deal with life especially when bad karma comes. i pity dem, especially those who have never live independently on their own feet. in age like mine, u gotta grow up! no offence to those who still live with family tho..coz after all, its my blog, its my oppinion..hahahaha!! wat im saying is, get out, explore n hit ur life! u'll knw wat i mean..










yeaa!! SYD 2!! i miss those time!! i cant forget every single activities we had der.. SYD2 really works in my life..it really touches my heart..i gain so many friends fr syd2..ada yg hensem, ada yg jambu..too many faces..ada yg,(hahahaha...so mean) but watever..i enjoyed! adi, lelen n gegel were my close frens during d time..we had so much fun together! starting wit lelen n gegel bebaik mlm concert, aww..so sweet..i wish i cud hug my besties lona n nina at d same time..
its so funny when i think back time kmi berabis mo kluar dr tapak every nite after all d activities were finish..gara2 mo p bsigup ja..our lepak place was at d kdai mamak coz since all d youth suka btul mkn babi d kdai cina, so we chose place yg drg x pg..bijak kan! pnya jajal kmi..but its nothing jg compare with some participant(girls) sgup2 depan sister..bijak nda? super pndi ni urg.. bt watever, yg penting we played, we prayed..rite?

n dis one is a very unforgetable moment..d moment me n my besties of childhood gathered back..i felt awkward when we hanged out at 1st , u knw, ever since we had d cold moment..mybe bcos i was 'out' for so long, it makes me hard to fit in, i guess.. well i told myself, its all about d matter of time n im not wrong. we heal our friendship one step at a time..n now, i cant rmember d last time i felt so alone! we're back as if der's nothing ever happen in our friendship..i jz so love dem both! my sisters fr another womb....
i love u lona n nina even if im dead...keep dat in mind forever...

As time passed by, sdar x sdar all my close fren fr SIA pun sd grade.. :( It's sad cz i wasnt able to graduate wit dem..i keep telling myself dat its ok cz i believe dat "If God didnt plan ur life, u wouldn't be here"..so,yea, i believe He must hv plan something for me..its sad tho seeing ur fren leaving 1 by 1 to pursuade their lives/studies..teda sd kwn bsigup d kantin..tda sd kwn p kolej sm2..i almost cry seeing dem received their cert on stage. bt i didnt. im happy tho,actually..for their studies.

wat actually make me sad is their departure to overseas!
waaa..im starting to hate farewell's party! it started wit gordon's
farewell..eventho as his bestfren,i wanted him to stay in msia (spy ada kwn sa p stay2), bt i do want to c him happy wit his beloved one(tina) jg..well, d least i cud do is to support him in every decision he made..d saddest part when he leaved is, when me n fara x smpat meet him at d airport! sialan pnya trafic jam! waaa..we cried jg la dat day..terasa mcm "ada apa dgn cinta" pula us d airport time tu..LOL..luckily smpat calling jg la b4 he entered d plane..










i dont know who's farewell i'll be planning next..yea, dey call me a party/event planner..im kinda like dat job actually n i can see its one of my talent..last time, all our parties were about birthdays', celebration after presentation, stress releasement, halloween, or RSS (rancangan suka2)..lol..now? sigh~ farewell sux! i was informed dat elsie is going to NZ/Aussie, dale will move to ranau, dean-KL, n godon(hm! suda d UK!), willeap is quitting SIA..damn! 1-1 laini farewell kmu..babei! bt watever it is, our parties remains in our fun n koguts memories!! LOL
hmm kenangan hancur dan patah time mnum, i'll keep dat im mind! LOL



my babe keep on reminding me dat friends come n go..he just want me to prepare myself for d next farewell..gordon's farewell really hit me big time! SO SAD! :'( but at 1 point, i do believe dat 'frens come n go' coz i jz met a new sweet fren, jessica, after my sadness..n at dis point, i jz wanna make friends as many as i cud..people who knows me, they'll know how important n meaningful d word FRIENDSHIP in my life..its one of d most beautiful things in lives..



and tonite, we all will prepare and counting down to face the new year of 2009.. i hope dat my 2009 will be FANTASTIC as my 2008 or more INTERESTING..even bettter! so gudbye bad memories, gud memories remain in my heart and hello new memory of 2009!!

my best wishes to all who'd happen to read my blog, Merry Christmas n Happy New Year 09!! Hope ur life is as interesting as mine too!! muahx!!










Didi_Liberty@ Darlene 2008

-F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P-

ok, i jz need to say rite this moment dat i am so happy to meet my best friends again!!!

since may 07(i dont quite remember the date) until 13 oct 08 was the hardest, saddest, regretted days without my besties in my life.

lona n nina

we were childhood friends. we became bestfriends when we were still in the secondary school. we do most things together. bestfriends. u know what they do. we tot we were unbreakable. we tot we knew wat true friendship was all about back then. until we sank our "ship" for uncertain reason. until 'we' became 'i'. fool.

i dont blame God for our 'break-up'. trust me, friendship's break-up is more worse than couple's! But thank God for dis experience, dat we now has build a new strong (much stronger) ship for us! i must say, God's way, God's plan, God's timing is just PERFECT! need i say more? its just a perfect miracle for us. so beautiful. so planned. so...speechless.

we were speechless when we met today. it was funny. we realised how foolish we were. we giggled with tears. we hugged one another and that very moment, we've been blessed. and that very moment again, we're back to 'WE'.

foolish we may be, unworthy we are not.

dis time, our ship gonna be stronger than ever. kasi kalah tu titanic!

dear God, tx for the lessons...

Ranau trip to dale's Raya Open House

here we go...it was 3rd october, the 3rd raya. i woke up at 7am n get ready. as usual, im not a punctual person so dean arrived at 7.30am(i guess) n waited for me like half an hour. i didnt manage to put my makeup on as i know it will be a long trip n i'll hv plenty of times to makeup in d car. so after showered, i put my clothes on, grab all my stuff and off to the road. hehe, i hate to be in rush, but i cudnt help myself to wake up EARLY in the morn! its a suicidal. so that is why, believe it or not, my clock is 3omin fast than the real time. so does my watch.

1st stop, we went to pekan tuaran to pick our friend, willeap, b4 we head to ranau. as promised, we met amanda and her sisters in tuaran too, to have our breakfast. my uncle was suprised to see me n babe at tuaran pagi2 lg di sana.(he's quite close wit my bf)hehe..my uncle is my dad's business partner n they have a cyber cafe in pekan tuaran.so my uncle is taking care of the shop. God bless him for his treat on breakfast with me n my friends. ramai lg tu kmi, 7 urg. the best part, i got rm50 for duit raya fr him! haha!

after bfast, elsie lagi msg suruh pki baju kurung. so, me n manda changed in the CC's toilet. ya, we standby our kurungs jz in case.then we off to the road again. i followed dean's car together with my babe n willeap, while manda is driving another car with her pretty sister n cousin.

( The Mount Kinabalu. very clear! this means one thing to me, our air has been polluted.
Ranau/Kundasang used to be a cold place even in the noon and Mount Kinabalu can hardly seen. but today?)

drive punya drive, makeup punya makeup in d car, we arrived at ranau around 11 sumthng.. we stop 4awhile at khai's place to fetch him(manda's bf). then we went to dale's. i was surprised coz i didnt know dat dale's house is a tourism place called Slagon Homestay. His place was awesome! i fell in love with the view on d 1st place. smpai ja, we trus kena suruh makan..smpat lg i asked dale for duit raya,haha,ya he gave..rm1.00 saja lah! dammit ko dale!

fr left; willeap, dean n my babe...ni gmbar kekanyangan sd ni..bitin mo sigup..cos in dale's hse cnot smoke, hv to respect his parents..actually can smoke jg, tp dale panas la sbb kuyak cnot join..lol..
fr left; dale, me and amanda...
me n babe.can u see my shoes? yup, i supposed to wear sandals or heels but i forgot to bring. i was wearing jeans and singlet b4 i changed to baju kurung. mana la ingat bwa sandals.. whatev la.. rock ma if wear shoes..lol..
after lunch, we went under the bridge for smoke..sian ba dale, have to cover2 around his parents..haha..then after that, we went behind dale's house..guess what we met there? can u spot the tail of a green snake on the picture above? dale saw it 1st n luckily he didnt step on it. it was hard to notice! punya camouflage! anyway, behind dale's hse there was a pond..it used to be a very beautiful place (says dale) coz dey had workers to take care the place.like, swept all the dry leaves,did some renovation n etc..but since their workers resigned, the place is quite abandoned and it looks old. BUT that is the best part for me! i love to see old-abandoned places, scary places, old buildng n etc..it gives me the adventure feeling! punya best dis place if we do ghost hunt. im serious! the picture below as u can see is the 'pondok terapung' in d middle of the pond..sure best if we crita hantu here mlm2 kan? haha..
pic below: manda, dale, babe, dean n willeap..relaxing..
dat day was freakin' hot! told u, ranau used to be a cold place even in d noon..even org ranau sndri says so. after visited the pond, after getting ourselves a great sweat, we went back inside..gila, cnot stand the heat..we stayed 4awhile until 4 sumthing..we were waiting for elsie's arrival ba actually tapi speeding durang punyalah hancurness..lol..dean n willeap kuyak ni menunggu..dey even fell asleep ba! punya la bikin malu ni 2 urg..sigh~~

we went back to kk at 4.30pm...dean la tu balik2 bwa pulang. haiz! we jalan b4 lc cud arrived...on d way to kk, i slept d whole time.. we sent willeap back to tuaran. i reached home around 7 sumthing..it was very exhausting sitting in the car for a long trip..pulang-balik lg tu! aiya~ but, as long as im wit my friends n loved ones, it was still fun n worth it...

blog oh blog...

ok, u kno wat..i kno i jz created my blog but i still hv no idea wat do blogger do? yes i love blog, i like reading people's blog but i dont really kno wat to post in my blog! telling ur life stories in public or ur oppinion, will people care? will dey even read? isnt dat pathetic to create attention in public? i guess dat makes me pathetic now. lol, im kidding. im sory, i js need to learn more bout blogging i guess..wow, im blogging now, im blogging...hehe..people, pls share some advice bout blogging will ya? maybe i dun share a lot of my stories in real life..maybe im jz d listening type than d telling type..maybe dat makes me hard to be a blogger..buttt, i will learn.. to share my happy stories or oppinions. bout the sad side, we'll see. so bloggers, lets blog!

new blogger

hey everyone... soo, dis is new to me..blogging. i mean, i hv a blog in fs(in my 2nd acc) too but i dun really active in updating it..menyesal me buat 2 acc..bukan active pun dat acc.. anyway, i love blogs..i like reading people's blog..like daphne iking, she's one of my fav blogger! well, since im a new beginner in dis thing, correct me if im wrong wit my words..im just gonna type watever comes out fr my mind..u know, like all bloggers do..giving their oppinion, shares some stories bout their life, and stuff... feel free to drop some comments aiit? if u happen to read my blog la..hehe.. hv a nice life ervyone! take care...